Lyrics
I'm back home
Oh shit nigga yeah im grown
Everything so different
Is this shit home
I'm not in university
I'm living in uptown g
Doorman to the 7th floor please
Is this life meant for me?
I'm not sure
I feel guilty like i can do more
Success not enough to fill voids
I know something not right
But this balcony feels so nice
I'm so in love with this
But i can't enjoy it
I just can't enjoy it
I know
I can't enjoy it
This not what i want
I want more
Is that wrong
I'm not sure
I want more
Is that wrong
I want more
Is that wrong
This took so long
But i want more
I feel so guilty
But i need more
It's so hard ,
Yea nigga im doing great
Made it back home doing okay
It just feels a weird way
It's weird that i use to feel trapped here
Then i sacrificed just to make it back
Leaving home showed me what i had back here
It's just crazy that i got here
It don't feel as good as it was
But it once was
And i do want
Shit to get better
Everything was bad
I felt so fucked up
Under the weather
I just survived i
If feels so weird
It feels so weird
Seeing my peers
I feel distraught
Losing my friends
Everything ends
I can't accept this at all
I just can't enjoy it
I know
I can't enjoy it
This not what i want
I want more
Is that wrong
I'm not sure
I want more
Is that wrong
I want more
Is that wrong
This took so long
But i want more
I feel so guilty
But i need more